12 texts.

69 posts on Facebook.

1 on here.

Many wishes from my family members.

This birthday was a good one.

It's amazing how the little things excite me so much.

"Megan, come stand here. In front of me."

My heart exploded and everything was perfect. I felt the firework. Best part? I sat by him through the entire movie. Even though it was probably the most boring thing I've ever sat through, just looking at him from the corner of my eye made it okay.

And the fact he comes and sits by me for maybe 3 minutes while he copies down the homework for math just makes such a difference. She'll make this really lame joke, do something rude, or not explain something on purpose so we'll struggle, and our eyes meet and we give each other this look, like "what the hell is she saying?" or "shoot me now" and then we smile, we laugh, and a thousand possibilities run through my head.

Other day in Spanish class, we had a guest speaker come in. He was talking Spanish (obviously) and we had no clue what he was saying. 'Francisco,' as my friends call him (I'll call him Bryce :D), would look at me and give me the same looks that make my heart spark.

It probably isn't really that big of a deal, but it's amazing what these mini-happenings cause me to think.

For now, I'm considering it flirting.

Maybe there's a possibility?

I'll be 14 tomorrow. On Thanksgiving. Yes, I get the biggest meal of the year on the big day. I'm pretty excited.

Bet you know what my wish will be.

Random song quotes.

"I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance than I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again.
...
They've got me on the outside, looking in,
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall."

-Have Faith In Me,

A Day To Remember

"Forever's never seemed so long;

As when you're not around it's like a piece of me is missing.

I could have learned so much from you, but what's left now?

Don't you realize you shot this family a world of pain?

Can't you see there should have been a happy ending we let go?

Sing me to sleep. I'll see you in my dreams waiting to say, 'I miss you. I'm so sorry.'"

[Talking about his brother who committed suicide...]

-Lullabies

All Time Low

"...my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest."

-Jasey Rae

All Time Low

Nothing to write about lately except putting up good lyrics. Yes, there are more; no, I am not in the mood to search for them.

So...excitement in my life? Deathly Hallows midnight show tonight. It will be the best thing ever.

And boys.

What else is new.