May 15, 2010

I believe better days are on their way.
For the first time, in who knows how long, the sun shined. With a cool breeze blowing throughout the day, the occasional cloud, but basically the sun shining, it was a great day.
As I turned on some My Chemical Romance and looked out the window, sparks just burst within me. Positive thoughts raced through my mind, which almost made me forget about my screwed up love life.
Almost.
Maybe all we need is a sunny day with the greatest of friends to turn that frown upside down.
With the bike rides, the laughs, the conversations... fantastic day.
Yet, thoughts of him still took over.
Swinging on the swing in the park... last time I was on one, I wanted him to be in the empty one next to me, and I just knew he would've loved to fill the space.
Must. Stop. Thinking. Of. Great. Memories.
And although I still had that bit of sympathy, just looking at nature when it was at its' best made me feel better.
Someone must be watching over me.
'Cause this one day, this one simple day, could make all the difference.