All those tears that were welled up inside of me yesterday, and I didn't know where they were coming from, or what they'd be for, I finally know.
Confirmation.
May 23, 2010.
I am loved. I am important.
Who needs the drama if you know you actually mean something to someone who matters?
I am Loved.
I am Unique.
I will be Called when the Spirit needs me.
I will be one of the Kingdom's people.
I am full of LUCK.
Coincidences happen.
Last night, as I read those posts on givesmehope.com, those tears welled up inside of me. I realized today why.
I need to be one of the kingdom's people.
I need to be a good person.
I want to make someone's day, I want to witness people doing good deeds.
I want to learn from mistakes others have made, I want to make mistakes others learn from.
I want to see volunteering.
I want to see good citizenship.
I want to see faith in those around me.
I want to see small things that made a difference. I want to see hope.
As the minister put his gentle hand on my head, and my family placing their hands on my shoulders, I had goosebumps.
It really means something..
And as the choir sang a song about how important we are, welcoming us into the church, with a couple making eye contact with me, I cried. I tried to hide it, but the tears were still there.
The tears of happiness. The tears of hope.
I want to go out there and encourage people to do the same. I want to share the experience that words can't describe.
I am blessed. I can make a difference.
Inspire me.
Sorry to ruin the mood, but you don't have to be apart of 'The Kingdom' to be a good person.
ReplyDeleteI don't need the faith to help me make decisions. I have my own mind for that.
But that was an amazing read. You're church would love hearing it.